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hello there.. hmm so this is what blogging is..
my day started really really early again today. think i was on the phone with him since a little past 12 all the way i think until 4? i fell asleep eventually while he stayed on the line until almost five. he said he tried to wake me up, i snoozed off.im glad his friend made his way safe to his house. we had some serious conversation again this time. less holding back. well it actually started yesterday. we know where we are actually heading, it is just a matter of time. he made things very clear. i tried to stay still so as not to miss a word. i was shaking again while he was talking.
he already left. he got there safe. im glad he found time to call me 10 mins after he got there. oh well.. it's funny how busy we both are lately. unlike before, we could have been able to actually see each other everyday. well, after everything settles down, things will be better.
my eyes hurt a bit, i feel they are a little dry. but if this is because of staying up soooo late, it has all been worth it. i would not have it any other way. my shoulder hurts a little, actually the left one. dont know why.had cheesecake and 2 slices of italian bread for dinner. was too lazy to eat the adobo. which reminds me around 3 this morning, suddenly i was hungry. probably because he was hungry and ate cereal several minutes before i got hungry, kaya i became hungry. but you get the picture. he told me to get up and grab myself something, was too lazy again. he said we both took naps within the whole time we were on the phone. which i definitely believe so, he really tried to wake me up, i woke up several times. then not until the last time, i surrendered to slumber. next thing i know, my phone was on the floor, 7:30am. i called him, we talked, he asked if i got his text , told him to take care and all that.
there are many things i would love to put in here so that i can always go back to this time. i used to keep a journal when i was 13, then i got in trouble when my parents found it - and sadly.. they read it. i stopped for some years and started again 2002. stopped again dec 2004. i thought it is a bygone, not until i stumbled into this. another way to write my heart out.
now im here at home, sleepy, with my eyes a little sore, my shoulder bites. i have run out of cheesecake. i have eaten too much dove ice cream. you're so far. come home soon. i miss my wonderful. i'll always remember the words you left me...
my day started really really early again today. think i was on the phone with him since a little past 12 all the way i think until 4? i fell asleep eventually while he stayed on the line until almost five. he said he tried to wake me up, i snoozed off.im glad his friend made his way safe to his house. we had some serious conversation again this time. less holding back. well it actually started yesterday. we know where we are actually heading, it is just a matter of time. he made things very clear. i tried to stay still so as not to miss a word. i was shaking again while he was talking.
he already left. he got there safe. im glad he found time to call me 10 mins after he got there. oh well.. it's funny how busy we both are lately. unlike before, we could have been able to actually see each other everyday. well, after everything settles down, things will be better.
my eyes hurt a bit, i feel they are a little dry. but if this is because of staying up soooo late, it has all been worth it. i would not have it any other way. my shoulder hurts a little, actually the left one. dont know why.had cheesecake and 2 slices of italian bread for dinner. was too lazy to eat the adobo. which reminds me around 3 this morning, suddenly i was hungry. probably because he was hungry and ate cereal several minutes before i got hungry, kaya i became hungry.
there are many things i would love to put in here so that i can always go back to this time. i used to keep a journal when i was 13, then i got in trouble when my parents found it - and sadly.. they read it.
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