chilly
been thinking again. the sun hurts my eyes while the wind bites my skin. surprisingly, it is pretty cool outside, and my usual self would wear a cardigan, but i guess not today. then again, i might just be fighting the chilly reality that it is really cold.
i fed myself with salmon sushi [as addicted as i am] for lunch alone in a resto. very thoughtful jema called me and kept me company. i told her i was on my own.
resumed to what is supposed to be done, with my eyes still hurting. after a long lonely day in that suite, i tried to make peace with the wind when the sun was getting tired from its long day. at one point it embraced me well, then as the moon continued to govern the sky, i weakened again. i gave in to wearing my cardigan. i was asked what i wanted for dinner. i had to have toasted fries. just that. they laughed at me, but i know you did not back then. i did not care at all. the acid was still running through my veins. i closed my eyes and i thought of you.
now my hair is down, finally free from the ponytail i had all day. my head suddenly feeling light. i so much wanted to sleep but i seem not to be able to. considering that tom will start earlier than usual. had around 4 hours of sleep for today. had to drive my sister and brothers to the airport for the cancun trip. i wish i could have come, they wished too. they are there safe. my ate feeling can't give up calling to check up on them. 7 days of unshackled fun. i guess i will have to drag myself tom. had almost nothing to look forward to today, just almost. this day is not over yet. miracles happen.
my birthday is coming in two months. im giddy. im unsure why my bday is a cheerful thought. i meant, im unsure why i feel this way this early.
it should be a beautiful day tomorrow. im hopeful i can make it tom to the assembly.
it has been quite a while i had my last dream. i remember my dreams vividly. i wonder what the next one is. i never really counted sheeps to get myself to sleep. even at a young age, i busied myself with memories. then reality takes my hand and puts me to sleep. that is how it is for me. i always had something to think of.
few more hours, few more.. i have 5 drafts here. my heart and head have always something to say. this might be a sanctuary in the making. i rest my head down... i'm feeling better now, even without my cardigan on. catch you tom.
i fed myself with salmon sushi [as addicted as i am] for lunch alone in a resto. very thoughtful jema called me and kept me company. i told her i was on my own.
resumed to what is supposed to be done, with my eyes still hurting. after a long lonely day in that suite, i tried to make peace with the wind when the sun was getting tired from its long day. at one point it embraced me well, then as the moon continued to govern the sky, i weakened again. i gave in to wearing my cardigan. i was asked what i wanted for dinner. i had to have toasted fries. just that. they laughed at me, but i know you did not back then. i did not care at all. the acid was still running through my veins. i closed my eyes and i thought of you.
now my hair is down, finally free from the ponytail i had all day. my head suddenly feeling light. i so much wanted to sleep but i seem not to be able to. considering that tom will start earlier than usual. had around 4 hours of sleep for today. had to drive my sister and brothers to the airport for the cancun trip. i wish i could have come, they wished too. they are there safe. my ate feeling can't give up calling to check up on them. 7 days of unshackled fun. i guess i will have to drag myself tom. had almost nothing to look forward to today, just almost. this day is not over yet. miracles happen.
my birthday is coming in two months. im giddy. im unsure why my bday is a cheerful thought. i meant, im unsure why i feel this way this early.
it should be a beautiful day tomorrow. im hopeful i can make it tom to the assembly.
it has been quite a while i had my last dream. i remember my dreams vividly. i wonder what the next one is. i never really counted sheeps to get myself to sleep. even at a young age, i busied myself with memories. then reality takes my hand and puts me to sleep. that is how it is for me. i always had something to think of.
few more hours, few more.. i have 5 drafts here. my heart and head have always something to say. this might be a sanctuary in the making. i rest my head down... i'm feeling better now, even without my cardigan on. catch you tom.
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