Onward and Upward

wake up

hello! felt like ages ago i had you updated.

dearest blog,

highlights of my being away? a special "awakening", new car, sniff my lolo and lola left [was crying..], i have my brothers and little sister still, so it's good. back to work now at ms. hot/cold. oh i'll be dancing for a conference [some rhumba], got a nars lipgloss [finally].

oh i'll save the best for last which makes the awakening part a later part.

tuesday, went to a car dealership with my lolo and lola. when my lolo saw the 2002 toyota solara car [she's white], he loved it, thought it was beautiful, drove it, liked the drive, talked with my uncle how much and if it was a good deal - next thing we knew, he was paying for it. boom, that fast. he's in military that is why he decides fast [umm ok..] my gosh, it was a great surprise. didn't really know he has been thinking about it. oh well, i felt like a little girl getting a dress and new shoes. i am so much of a lolo, lola's girl. definitely, my lola was just watching everything happen, surely she decided to buy it too. my life is complicated, and it is worth more than a decade's kwento. i love my grandparents for always, always, always being there for us, for me. at this age, they still know how to rescue the little girl in me. i have so much love for them, not only because of the material things, but way more than that [you have no idea]. it saddens me so bad when i had to let them board the plane this morning. i'll miss them - so bad. having them around, having them just a name away felt so comforting, you know. felt so safe. now that i am left to be in charge again, though it is not a problem, it is just that... sniff, i will miss them. i loved them here even if it meant i had to sacrifice some things. i have dedicated a lot of my achievements to my lolo and lola. oh my, i love you both more than you'll ever know...

went to sephora [finally], first time, at st. john's, all by myself, then felt compelled to buy the nars lipgloss since there were just two of them left of the shade that i loved. was so lucky. just realized that it is pretty much the same shade as my "soulmate" lipgloss from bloom. yey! really a great find.

dancing. oh talk about dancing. you know what, im getting better at it.yey! some seriousness is paying off. and my hero is good too [of course you know who i meant by that]. can't figure out what dress i should wear though. hopefully i'll find something nice - at least to dance in.

back to work. needed some time to catch up on a week's worth of leave from work. not so bad, just okay. good thing, not a mean thing from ms. hot/cold. hmm, back to the unlikeable work schedule. still, got to work, make money.

my brothers and sister are still here with us, they are leaving at the end of this month. oh my, i'll miss them all the more. got a little used to having "kids" at our house when we get home from work. and all those cluttered stuff, not dirty, just cluttered. it's bearable. i'm actually starting to miss them now, even while they are here. it will be fun, their last days with us, surely!

ready for the awakening? remember that amazing moment i told you about? it was pretty much about it. it has been quite sometime we had that [like how he put it], it is just so special. mainly, because you just can't do that with anyone else. well, as for me, it is never and will never be a "give-away" thing. oh well, we wished we could have stayed longer.

hmmm, hope you're okay!

the sun is smiling today. though sometimes it bites my skin. it is a sunny day [oh i love sunny days!] the trees sway to the wind's melody, all seems calm, pretty much like my heart today.





... once in this lifetime

posted by abi @ 4:48 PM