crash
picked up my sister and brothers from the airport, went with charlotte. good thing i had some sense of direction tonight, as a fast becoming loyalist to mapquest, heehee.. oh well, but something drastic almost happened. almost got into an accident. trying to get into an exit, i didnt realize it was that sharp. i tried slowing down but it was my bad,i think i was going faster than i should be. good thing my brakes worked. could have there been no angels with us, the car would have turned over. it scared the hell out of me, and charlotte's too. it was the scariest thing. it was the closest thing i have been to any car accident, would have been my first ever.
suddenly, i remembered how i was thinking about my death. i remember when we were talking about it over lunch last thurs. that i'd rather have a sudden death than a slow one. that could have been my sudden death. it was creepy. i was shaking until we reached the airport. the drive from my house should take 33mins, i got it in 23 mins. so you get the pic.
there goes one not very good thing for tonight.
having my brothers and sister kate back = noisy fun! it is great to have them back here. i missed them. they were saying it could have been wayyyy better if charlotte and i went with them. you know, to get all crazy. in another time, definitely! :)
i got a boyleg for a pasalubong!
was supposed to go to dave & buster's tonight, did not push through because of their flight schedule. oh well, again, in another time. too bad, i might miss the kayaking too. pick the van in the morning, then go to work in the afternoon. my schedule is very inconsiderate. im sorry my friends.
oh well, thoughts in my head, things i wish about, things i keep my fingers crossed for... keep playing in my head. midnight's here again, im wide awake. tomorrow will hurt my eyes again. i pray the sun will warm my skin tomorrow just as it did today. it didnt grow tired until i was ready for the night's breeze. i'm looking out of the window. oh well, tomorrow's another day... i missed him today.
... once in this lifetime
suddenly, i remembered how i was thinking about my death. i remember when we were talking about it over lunch last thurs. that i'd rather have a sudden death than a slow one. that could have been my sudden death. it was creepy. i was shaking until we reached the airport. the drive from my house should take 33mins, i got it in 23 mins. so you get the pic.
there goes one not very good thing for tonight.
having my brothers and sister kate back = noisy fun! it is great to have them back here. i missed them. they were saying it could have been wayyyy better if charlotte and i went with them. you know, to get all crazy. in another time, definitely! :)
i got a boyleg for a pasalubong!
was supposed to go to dave & buster's tonight, did not push through because of their flight schedule. oh well, again, in another time. too bad, i might miss the kayaking too. pick the van in the morning, then go to work in the afternoon. my schedule is very inconsiderate. im sorry my friends.
oh well, thoughts in my head, things i wish about, things i keep my fingers crossed for... keep playing in my head. midnight's here again, im wide awake. tomorrow will hurt my eyes again. i pray the sun will warm my skin tomorrow just as it did today. it didnt grow tired until i was ready for the night's breeze. i'm looking out of the window. oh well, tomorrow's another day... i missed him today.
... once in this lifetime
posted by abi @ 1:40 PM
1 Comments:
oh my gosh! you almost got in an accident?! =( well i'm glad God was watching over you both tonight and that you both are fine. geez... crazy how we were just talking about death the other day. praise God i still have you around! i missed you today as well. soon we'll see each other. i promise.
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