Onward and Upward

so much for vivid dreams. it's saturday and i am working at the office. last night, friday night, attempted to sleep at 10. hmm, wasting friday nights?

but rewind. yesterday. i went to work at the office then i left for a meeting at sawgrass to book our wedding. they have a thing scheduled already for OCT 6. i heard my heart break. and the other hotel that we liked have a thing also for that day. they offered the weekend before and after. why cant they have the 6th? sigh. every since i got here, ive been running wedding errands. got a florist and she's happy with my cake idea! =) im so excited. a videographer. got our church options. wedding dress. bridal party dresses. last night, i was at the shop and tried on 5 wedding dresses. i still get sprung to the one that i liked the first. and two of the possible gowns for the bridal party. i was ecstatic. it shows at least somehow things are getting together (although we need a hotel still). joe and i have decided on our favors already. sad is im doing this alone. i know how much joseph wants to be here. blame it all on the circumstances - of me having to be here and him, having to be there. and on top of that, im missing one of the best parts of being married - moving in!!! oh well.

i got so many things i want done before i leave jax. plus the lot and the house. the lot's okay, i got a buyer already, yeepee!! oh well, got to split. oh and by the way, i missed a seminar at the store this morning. it was at 9, i thought it was at 10. blah. all good, no harm done. and im working tonight too - until closing. all good, ill need the extra bucks soon! i miss my bebe. we're apart too long.