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I dreamed of Lolo last night.. finally

I dreamed of Lolo last night, finally...

He seemed so healthy and content and strong. He was not young, he seemed around when he was 70. I was at Lolo and Lola's house visiting. Not even as if I came all the way from the US. It seemed like a typical everyday visit back in the day. I asked for Lolo (knowing he had already passed on) and Lola said he's okay. Then I saw Lolo sitting and I asked him how he is doing. He said great and went on to putting his slippers on. They left his slippers laying on the floor. Then we both walked to the kitchen to have lunch or dinner. Apparently, no one else sees him but the other people in the house knew I was talking to Lolo. Tita Baby (Papa's sister) even said that I am lucky that Lolo's showing himself to me. Lolo and I were just chatting and he told me that he is okay and that I can stop worrying about him.

I think about him a lot, just how he's doing and where he is. That may have been his way of telling me he is Okay. It was good. Thanks Lolo, I needed that.

posted by abi @ 9:25 AM