Onward and Upward

happy day please

3.10 in the morning...

i should be sleeping now, but heck, my head won't rest.

i dont know what to say, or am i just lacking the right words to say. my hair's down, maybe i'll be okay.

after mass, spent quality time with my siblings. for awhile took my mind off the venom that is slowly making me numb. a part of me wants to fight it, but then another part tells me to just let it happen, since it is already there. the damage has been done. maybe i am really not so good at forgetting.

have you ever felt all of a sudden, everything stops right in front of your very eyes? when you didnt know if you should stay there or to just run away. i dont know if i did the right thing, i stayed. i was keeping my promise. it almost sucked the life out of me that very minute.

by the way, those words right there below are lyrics of a song. it kept playing in my head. im not sure why. i posted it so if in case i'll figure out why, i'll rem to write about it...

i need a happy day!!!! Lord pls send me a happy day...

posted by abi @ 4:52 AM